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    August 31

    所谓

    几天前与HAZEL开玩笑的掐指算来
    已经6年没有过过一个人的生活
    是种态度 是种随便 还是姿态？
    又或者抬得太高了
    说到底也不过就是一种无赖 惰性
    不想一个人
    需要别人来承担自己不想长大的生命
     
    太多人承担了我不想长的生命中的一小段岁月
    百转千回后却终究还是分离
    谁都没有办法去主宰我
    被动拖沓的步伐
    自以为是的懈怠
    天经地义的散漫
    自说自话的古怪
    寥寥...
     
    我总是用爱情来涤荡我的情绪
    自私自利 一意孤行
    大概就是这个原因 所以我才一直感觉那么寂寞
     
    寂寞 有时候很难用言语来表达
    身边再多熟悉的人都只如空气般存在着
    任凭湛蓝的天空 习惯的气息
    亦无法带动我跳动的心 雀跃的情
    任何
    所有
    一切
    已然失去了意义
     
    所谓坚强 都是不得已而为之
    所谓希望 都是糊弄孩子而已
    所以等待 都是催促勉强自己
    所谓爱情 哪一段又不是千疮百孔
    何以畏惧？
    只是经历百万千中一段而已
    唯有走完了的
    那便是唯一了
     
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    Staceywrote:
    "说到底也不过就是一种无赖 惰性
    不想一个人
    需要别人来承担自己不想长大的生命"

    100%的赞同
    不愿改变 不想长大
    有时候会觉得这是借口
    习惯了安逸的日子 懒得改变了

    心理总要有一个寄托
    或许是好友 或许是男朋友

    有时候很清楚的知道怎样的选择是对的
    但是不愿意或者说没有勇气去面对
    骗骗自己吧
    Aug. 31

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